Daily "Real" Moment: I Refuse to Lose

K = Keeper of Reality
MNG = Mr. Nice Guy

K: everything in life is a choice

but now i feel like this is YOUR choice

cuz she made HERS a long time ago

MNG: to be an idiot?

K: i know you know these things

and i know i'm coming off harsh

and i know it's very hard

and it sucks

K: you already know what i would say

MNG: eh yea

K: regardless, i support you, cuz you're my friend

K: i think u really just need to think about this

you need to REALLY think, about the last few years

all those painful moments with her

just... everything

but most of all you have to be ready to make a choice and say when enough is enough.

you can't say, im going to do X and then waver.

that's just being a beeze.

choices are hard.

but think about yourself for once

what are you going to do, wait until she gets married

just wait around?

you're too good for that

and honestly.. while she has a boyfriend, you need to stay away

if u were the boyfriend, i know you wouldn't appreciate it

MNG: yes.....obviously

K: and i know if some guy did that to you

like took your girlfriend out to dinner movie, paid for everything

there'd be some major ass kicking

by me.

MNG: dammit

K: im keeping it f'ing real here

MNG: u're right

K: and i know you know

and i know im right.

if she breaks up with her bf in the future

and u guys start talking again

thats FINE

how can you write yourself the letter (K is referring to the "Please Stop MNG" letter which will be posted soon) and not follow it

K: i know its hard

MNG: u're right

K: the heart will fail you

and you can't trust it

K: mng

you are better than this.

do you hear me.

MNG: 'sigh'

K: i cannot and WILL not. stand. my quality friends to be USED

and just tossed to the side

by unappreciative girls

you're better than this

you're freaking A class.

MNG: yea, i need to stay away

K: do not downgrade.

stay away

you know that's the right thing to do

not the easiest thing.

but we're always about the RIGHT thing

and following principle.

aside from your feelings, ... this PRINCIPLE.. is the RIGHT principle.

MNG: GAH

you're right

K: im just saying

out of respect for HER decision

and for you to NOT look like a douchebag

keep your hands clean.

MNG: dammit

K: you're one of the few guy friends that i actually trust to have potential to break out of the norms of douchebaggery

do not fail me.

MNG: yea

i gotta stop

K: look

obviously shes not going to help you out here

she KNOWS

i know its easier to err on the side of, " oh so she knows and wants to spend time with me so maybe she somewhat likes me too"

but who is LOSING in the end?

only you, mng

i refuse to let you lose.

we never lose, mng. we win.

MNG: ...

K: do you hear that? you are a WINNER and you refuse to lose.

MNG: F

dammit

I REFUSE TO LOSE!

K: exactly

K: so you slap Hope in the face

hope is for the weak, and hope isn't real.

hope is the drug that beezies use to hook you in, like an addiction.

who gets fcked in the end. you.

you THINK. about this.

but you THINK about the TOTALITY of the CIRCUMSTANCES. and most importantly you think about who YOU are.



THAT, is how you keep it real.